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Over
and over since I was at a very
early age... I always said to
myself, this time I can do it.
I don't need anyone's opinions on
what I should or shouldn't
be doing in order to become the
person i wanted to look like. My
lesson learned on this theory.... I
WAS WRONG. I can't do it on my own.
I am a member of the gym, have
done weight watchers, done the
kickboxing, done the diets and to
this day, I'm at my heaviest of
225lbs, at the age of 22. I did try
blaming genetics because my twin
sister and I have the same build and
same problems, that most women in
our family have. But my biggest
challenge may be the lack of
motivation for extended periods
of time. Most likely cause what i
have been doing wasn't effective
enough. I have always wanted to
break this trend early enough to
have an effect to change my
lifestyle before it's too late.
I
went away for specialized training
for Air Traffic Control, in a hotel
type setting for a total of 8
months. In this time, you study 10
hours a day and live on what they
feed you... a choice between, fries,
grilled cheese, pizza and anything
else they can find to clog your
arteries. With the fatty foods and
lack of time to work out, this is
where I happened to pick up the
extra pounds to make me look like
the human stretch mark. Mean to say
about myself?, yes it is... is it
the truth?, you bet!.
I'm
finally finished with all the
possible distractions in my life
that could be used as an excuse and
am ready to hear the hard truth and
do something about it. I have
realized that I know what I
want... but I can't do it on my
own. I want to gain a better body,
but more so, rebuild the
healthy lifestyle and self
confidence that comes along with it.
I would like to know about
healthy eating, meal portions,
workout efficiency and all
aspects of a healthy lifestyle
to make a change for good.
I have tried over and over again to
lose the weight, only to end up
worse then when i started. So, I'm
sending my application in, in hopes
of (and begging for) the opportunity
to get the help I need to achieve
the one goal I've been trying to
achieve since i was very young. This
is to lose the weight, become fit,
and healthy.
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