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I
am competitive. For the most
part, I have skill and desire but I
always seem to find myself not quite
fit for the role. The result
is always illness or injury.
The net result is losing access to
something I really want to do.
And when I am not doing it I am
doing nothing. I have
never followed a training
program, whether for eating habits
or for physical fitness. I
cannot seem to get it through my
head that such extrinsic help can
work for me. I am in need of a
transformation. Firstly, I
would like to be in shape... I have
always desired this and I have
always believed I was working
towards it but I have never sought a
means and so I floundered under my
own power. Secondly, I would
like to believe in a program that
wants me to win as much as I want to
and need to succeed. Thirdly,
I need to be apart of a program that
will not send me on the road to
injury or make me susceptible to
colds and flu(s). Fourthly, I
want to succeed because, above all,
confidence in me is important and
without it and I am not myself.
Fifthly, I have too many excuses and
obstacles whether real or of my own
invention that I struggle with
daily. The biggest challenge
will not be in completing the
challenge but to believe in the
transformation process. I want
to set a goal, believe in it, then
achieve it. This challenge may
be what I unknowingly desire.
I have health goals that have never
been met, I have fitness goals that
have never been met and I have
sports accomplishments that have
never been met. I am
competitive and I want to remain
competitive with the ability to
succeed.
Doug
Bilesky
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