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When I look into the mirror most
days I see a person who is stuck in
her life and not moving forward.
In the past four years I have gone
through a painful divorce and
menopause and as I approach my 52nd
birthday I have decided the 2003 is
going to be the year that I get my
act together once and for all.
I was under considerable stress,
my blood pressure was very high and
there is a history of heart disease
as well as other medical concerns in
my family so I joined the gym (once
again) last January and have been
working out on a fairly regular
basis. Although I spend a lot
of time there and have lost a little
weight I am not seeing any
significant results. I am
intimidated by the weight lifters
and tend to use only the cardio and
the machines.
One of the biggest challenges for
me is asking someone for help.
I try to do everything myself and
have a difficult time accepting
help. Another major challenge
is to heal my emotional body.
I have the inclination to take the
ostrich approach to difficult
situations but realize that whether
you do something or nothing there is
always an outcome and consequence.
I want to transform my physical as
well as emotional body and stop
living my life in fear. l want to
learn how to take charge and face
life's difficulties as a healthy,
fit, confident and happy person.
My ultimate goal is to accept the
challenge, succeed and be healthy
and confident so that I may in some
way pay it forward. I would
appreciate the opportunity to do
this journey with you.
Thank you.
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